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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Busy; Not so busy

I remember that some time ago, lyraine suggested that one's blog activity is negatively correlated with the busyness of one's life. As one gets too busy, one won't have much time to update the blog. Or the blog becomes lower on the priority scale thing.

Well, that's one possible reason why my blog has not been very active these days. I've been busy. Busy with work, definitely. Busy doing stuff with a couple of friends. Busy doing stuff with family. Busy resting in bed and repaying my sleep debt.

But I don't think I'm doing anything really. What have I achieved over the past 6 months?

Work-wise, I'm sure I've missed a number of deadlines. However, the big event is coming up, and I'm really really thrilled. Though I didn't make it to STB, I'm still getting my chance to work at a tourist attraction. :p Career-wise, I still have no idea what I'll be doing. No updates. No word. Am beginning to feel abandoned and unwanted.

Socially, I've managed to catch up with some old friends recently. I didn't realise how much I missed them til we got together again. Found out that a couple of them have gotten married. Congrats to them :). Just joined Facebook too and got back in touch with RI and RJC mates, albeit in a rather perfunctory manner.

Romance? The sabbatical is going well, and it looks like celibacy and non-dating til Dec 25 is definitely possible, if that's what I think is best for me. I'm beginning to feel a tad lonely though. Hug deprivation syndrome, that's what I call it. :p Need to reconsider the sabbatical. I'm getting too good at protecting my heart. Tho I did get stabbed in the heart unintentionally recently. But that's nothing to do with romance. Hmm. Just watched Devil Wears Prada, and got a bit envious when I saw Andy hug the bf. Argh. I'm hug deprived.

Spiritually? I've never been one to seek religion. I guess given that I'm still thinking too much, I can't be really at ease spiritually. Hor?

I need to get busy with the right stuff. If only to feel needed. To feel enriched.

Find something worthwhile to do.

For tonight, hmm, maybe a good book?

The Inheritance of Loss awaits. :p

Monday, July 16, 2007

Over the Weekend

 
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